oh no. [R]

[bree fisher]

They stabalized her. She'd broken her wrist and would be fine fast in a cast. So now a little blue cast wound around her arm, with huge, beautiful designs on it in annabel's own hand.

Annabel shook, scared for Haven. When would she wake up? They'd done a rape kit. Annabel'd been right, and Haven'd been lucky.

She'd been assaulted, but the fireworks had distracted whatever bastard had attacked her before he could steal her virginity from her.

Haven stirred. Annabel put down her pen (she'd been drawing on Haven's cast). Haven opened her eyes, those exquisitely beautiful golden hazel eyes. Annabel squeezed her hand.

"Hey, honey, how are you feeling?"

tears came to Haven's eyes as all the memories came back. Annabel stroked her hand, her bandaged, scarred-up hand. Haven sniffed and smiled. "I've been better,"

Annabel frowned in concern. "You remember what happened?" she whispered.

Haven nodded miserably. Her heart was so heavy and sad, it felt almost as bad as the pain that racked her bruised ribs.

"Is there anyone you want me to call?"

There was only one person who she'd wanted to talk to. And she might of ruined it with him forever.

"I'll call him."

Haven looked at her, utterly spent. "Would you?"

Annabel smiled. Of course. Why wouldn't I?"

"I don't know, Annie. I think I might have screwed things up with him,"

Annabel nearly started crying right there. To have this happen and lose love too? Harsh.

"I'll call him. In any case, you're going to need a ride home. Bree and Jeremy are talking to the police and I can't drive."

Haven nodded.

Annabel dialed Jake's number. It started to ring...

[Bella]

I stood in the damp woods were i knew i would be safe, ever since i had left Haven I had not once felt any peace, i couldn't sleep, i haven't eating for 2 days which was so unlike me and I was on this constant range of anger, it getting to its strong point this night were I could no longer control my form. Every muscle in my body longed for me to take off and just run, keep going get out and find whatever had killed Paul and possibly even Sam. Out of breath I heaved for air before becoming exhausted and lied crumpled on the wet damp leaf floor. The silence was getting to me again, making it hard to get her off my mind.
But as soon as that thought passed the silence was gone, off in the distance I could hear my ring tone screaming out to me, but i didn't know what to take it for, an illusion or was this really for real?
I didn't take any chances quickly i made my way the twigs not standing a chance as I ripped through them.
Fumbling my large fingers grasped it on the last ring but i caught the name on the screen, Haven.
I flipped the screen open and out of breath panted hellos but all i heard on the other line was the sound of a ring, she had already hung up.
I held down the number 2, a button i hadn't used for almost a full year, it felt weird to hit it again.
The phone rang 2 and right when i heard in answer the Battery beeped in my ear, it was almost dead.
'Haven?'
I was surprised when I heard another voice a bit more high pitched.
'Listen let me talk to haven i only have a few minutes.'
The voice was gentle and sweet but had panic to it.
'Jacob listen to me its Haven shes in the hospital, Jacob, Haven is...'
And thats all i got out of it before the screen went black and the phone dead.
I stared back at the phone in disbelief, what? Dead? That word ran down my throat and made that bile taste tang up my throat.
'Haven.'
I struggled to breath, I was tired and sore but that didn't stop me.
I took off at a dead run toward the bright horizon in front of me hoping to god that what ever had happen I would be there on time.

[bree fisher]

[[this is haven talking, annabel had to leave]]

They said I had only a minor concussion, so that I needed someone with me to wake me up every few hours. As it was, everything seemed a little fuzzy, and colors stuck around and danced in my eyes longer than they were actually there.

I was holding full faith in Jacob. Annabel had called him, and she said his phone had died before she'd managed to get anything out about me.

I could only imagine what he thought, his mind would have gone to the worst possible conclusion as soon as he'd heard I was in the hospital. I sniffed and wiped my eyes with my good hand. I was so sorry to him, for what I'd said, for getting this done to me...it had to have been my fault, Chase Gains just wasn't an awful guy...he must have really thought that I wanted it or something, I must have urged him on...

A quiet rap on the door jam made me look up hopefully. A nurse looked at me sympathetically. "Are you alright honey?" she asked, "Is there someone coming for you?"

I was sitting on my hospital bed, fully dressed in the comfy long sleved red shirt I'd worn over to Bree's house before the party, some khakis, and worn white Converse. I didn't want to put on anything that reminded me of what had happened.

God, it was awkward, trying to get dressed. I had, to total my injuried: 1 wrist broken in three places, four abrasions along my skull (I had narrowly missed a head-shaving), a superficial laceration across my cheek that they said only needed a bandage, and a deeper one along my collarbone from where he'd pushed me into the wrought iron gate. I had countless bumps and brusies, and they told me to avoid much more than walking because I'd bruised my ribs pretty severly.

Everything hurt like hell, the morphine had worn off and I hadn't been able to get my prescription yet, it hurt to bad to walk and I didn't want to ask someone to do it for me. Breathing felt like a stabbing, and my held pounded with all the force it seemed by body had left to muster between my wrist and my bone bruises.

I bit my lip but stopped before it could bleed. I didn't need anymore injuries today. I rubbed my left arm with my right hand (the only one I could move), trying to avoid the cold of the hospital. I wanted Jacob right now, I needed him so bad...

[Bella]

I was in the car and on the way already pushing my car to its makes limit thanking god for getting it fixed just the other day from its previous summer trips.
I didn't even have time to find a parking spot i just flew in and shut the car off before rushing through the doors watching all the nurses stop and give me a questing look, I saw a fragile older woman place her hand on the big red security button, god i must have looked like a crazy psycho.
'Sorry mama I need to find Haven Fisher's room NOW!"
One male doctor told me to calm down while another nurse jumped at my tone.
I glared at the Doctor when he told me i would have to just wait. It was all i could do to throw him into the wall.
So i took a deep breath and just shoved him aside and went up to office desk.
The receptionist gulped and slid for the button again.
'You guys are unbelievable!'
I looked to me left and right, well the hell with it i had some energy left in me and this was only a 2 story building.
I took off shouting at the top of my lungs 'Haven!"
I ran past all the rooms quickly checking the names and shouting hers at the same time, well she wasn't on the first floor.
There was a noise behind me as I saw a security guard spiriting toward me.
'Fuck'
I slammed into the staircase doors making the metal groan in protest to my weight before leaping up the stair and heading down the second isle.
'Haven.' My lungs burned filling in with the smell of clean and rubbing alcohol.
I ran past 5 rooms before almost running head on with a nurse my quick reflex's grabbed her and spun her out of my way and from the corner of my eye i saw her, her eyes filled with confusion and hope.
'Haven'
The floor was slippery so i didn't have time to stop and i slid past the door, but my hands outstretched i grabbed the frame, this would have been extremely funny if the situation wasn't like this.
In two quick steps i was in the door way and she was in my arms, i made sure i didn't squeeze to tight she looked fragile enough.There was no time to talk i was to busy looking her over and kissing her cuts.

[bree fisher]

She'd forgotten how incredibly loud Jake could be sometimes. But her heart went nuts as she heard his voice anyways.

He needed to calm down. She'd seen how nervous and wired he could get sometimes. She would have gotten up and moved if it wouldn't have made her scream.

And then, in an instant, he was there again, his arms around her, his lips on her skin. It was funny, how when the security guard came runnign by he didn't even look at Jacob twice. He looked completely different now that he knew I was okay.

Normally, anyone touching me at all would have made me hiss and scream in pain. I wasn't in agony as much as...pounded. All over. But his touch made me feel so much better. I smiled into his neck. Alright, alright, okay, I'm fine. I shoved against him with the little force I could manage, and he backed off a little.

I was utterly serious now, I searched his face. I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to make sure he knew that. But, I also needed to say what I was dying to say. Jake, I'm so sorry, I don't know if they told you what happened, but I'm so sorry. I swear I wasn't asking for it, and I didn't want him too, and he's going to say all sorts of awful things and I'm just, so so sorry.

[Bella]

I felt her tiny little shove and as much as i just wanted to grab her like a football and hustler her out of here i backed off and listen to her, my breathing slowly returning to normal and my heart steadly beating.
I heard her appologizing and I shushed her.
'Haven i dont know what your talking about but do we have to talk about this now, i thought you were dead and I could only think about that last things i said to you, about leaving you i just couldnt, you know I never did leave you well i was planning on comming back tonight anways but.'
I was rambling on before I looked into her pleading eyes they do were telling me to shut the hell up and chill.
I ran my hands through my sweaty hair and flopped on my bed and let my face rest into my palms and i let out a groan.
'im sorry haven.'

[bree fisher]

I didn't want him more than 3 inches away from me. Maybe a foot I'd allow. But any space like this I wouldn't accept. So I slid over to him, hissing a little as my ribs protested, and ran my fingers along his cheek. He closed his eyes and smiled. My heart nearly broke for that smile.

Jake.

He opened his eyes. I smiled at him. He smiled back.

It's okay. I leaned down and kissed him,a little worried about the welfare of my scratches and such but I trusted that Jake knew where they were better than I did. I didn't take my lips of his.

[Bella]

Her words brought relief and comfort as I kissed her back softly and as hard as it was to pull away i did, for her sake to breath.
My fingers followed along her cuts and bruises as I beamed at her, my hands slowly moving to her bed head hair and i chuckled a bit.
There was a rap at the door and there stood two more cops and the doctor i had pushed away.
'Haven is everything OK?'
I looked at Haven and then the cop that stepped forward.
'Sir I'm going to have to have you step away please?'
I snorted and glared at them before kissing Havens forehead, they all leaned forward like that kiss was meant to kill her and i stood up and moved away.
The Doctor when up to Haven and asked her if she was OK, who i was.
The two cops had both hands on my airs holding me steady.

[bree fisher]

I knew there would be some kind of rule about only family visiting me. So I had to think fast, because I was plainly to young to be married. He's...my fiance. I said, and smiled smoothly to show the officers how incredibly un-flustered I was.

It's okay, he was just very worried, you see, he wasn't able to get all the information and he didn't know what had happened to me. My warm smile did it, they left smiling to themselves about fools in love.

I shot Jacob a surprised look. I should totally be a spy I told him before looking up at the clock. I shuddered and winced, I had been in this hospital entirely too long. Can we go? I asked somewhat rudely. I would really like to get out of this place...it's cold and there's needles and dying people everywhere.

[Bella]

I totally played along with them given the doctors Duh looks.
I grinned at her with her cute little comment about being a spy 'Oh yes i could see you in a sexy black suite killing people.'
I chuckled before steeping toward her and kissed her forehead.
I frowned at her other little comment and nodded along with her.
'You think it smells like death be Lucky its not as strong for you.'
I had goose bumps all along my arms, another reason why i loved being a fast healer, the smell of death was never a favorite for me.

[bree fisher]

I grinned at him, laughing for the first time in awhile. Totally. I could be one of the Bond girls. But then there'd be that whole having-sex-with-James-Bond thing. I mean, I personally have always found him easy to resist, but those girls just fall on him like...well, Bond girls on James Bond. So, I guess you're lucky now, aren't you? she grinned at him again.

She shudered at the thought of how bad this must be for him. Yeah, they said I could leave whenever I wanted too, I've got a big ass prescription for Vicodin and they just told me that I can't sleep for more than 3 hours at a time, because apparently I'll slip into a coma. Concussions are so bogus. She took his hand with her good one, winding her fingers through his and smiled when they hit the sun outside again. She looked back at him. Umm...I kind of don't have a car here, since Annabel lovingly freaked out and called the ambulance. So...you didn't run here, did you? One of the sucky things about dating a werewolf: they're so fast that they tend to run places in emergencies.

[Bella]

I grinned at her about the whole James bound scenario. Lightly I messed up her hair with my hand and kissed the tip of her nose.
Again when she spoke about incident i felt myself freeze but immediately calmed down knowing that it would be no good to freak.
'The car if we don't hurry should be parked right outside the doors but it might get toed if we stay any longer.'
Slowly I lifted her and cradled her into my arms very gently to make sure i didn't bang her ribs or anything else.
'Haven not to sound rude but did you shower at all while you were here?'
I was hoping she hadn't, the boys sent would have been stronger on her then if she would have washed it off, i needed everything i had to find him and when i did...

[bree fisher]

I sighed as he kissed my nose, it just felt so good to have his lips on my face again. He cradled me so gently it was almost impossible to believe that I had hurt myself so badly.

I stiffened and hissed at the pain when he asked about showering. I'd spent enough time around him to know what was on his mind. Jake...look, I am perfectly sure that you could take on this guy who uh, hurt me, so this has nothing to do with your safety. But I know who did it, okay? I knew him from school, and he's in custody and I'm going to have to testify and blah, blah, blah, so he's probably never going to get out of jail, because apparently he's done this to other girls too. So...please don't do anything stupid. I know you're perfectly able of getting out of legal stuff but I'd really rather you didn't.

[Bella]

I eyed her as she spoke about this guy, i was about to say something but new better then to.
I looked into her eyes and gave her the, you and i both know better with what I'll do, no matter what I say.
I cleared my throat and walked her out down the stairs and through the now slightly bent door.
Sieging her out i gave the nurse a big grin and she sunk back into her chair.
'Ready dear?'
I said in rather old fashion as all the cops and doctors watched me.
I stepped out of the door and into the gloomy day, but at least i had her, alive and with me then along, like a few hours ago.

[bree fisher]

I grimaced as I looked at him. Granted, I couldn't stop him. He was Jacob, and he was going to find this guy. I personally hoped he wouldn't do anything too awful...Jake wans't a bad person, and I didn't want him to become one for my sake.

I smiled as he asked and wound the fingers of my good hand through his. Of course, dear, I said, keeping up the charade as we went through the door.

Ahh, the sunlight. There was something about it that just always made a day better. I looked up at, standing up on my tiptoes to kiss him. Hey, I never got to ask why you freaked out so bad. I mean, what exactly did Annabel tell you?

[Bella]

I felt her happiness well inside her as I lifted my face to the sun to, happy to be out of the dark and with her.
I chuckled lightly and brushed her cheek leading her to the car.
'Well all i heard was, Jacob its Annabel, well its about Haven shes...
and then the fun died, perfect timing, the way Annabel was talking Haven sounded like you were died.'
I shuddered at the thought, the guy was so close to..

[bree fisher]

She looked up at him and then looked down. That explained everything, of course he'd go ballistic. She leaned closer into his side, shivering with happiness at his warmth. Oh...well, I'm not Jake. I'm okay, I've just got this huge-ass cast and some stitches and stuff, but I'm okay. And even if I was dead, it wouldn't have been your fault, love. I didn't talk about the other stuff that had happened to me, the stuff that she knew he didn't want to talk about.

[Bella]

I laughed at her statement. 'No dear you see i would never had forgiven you, i would have hated myself for leaving you i would of died because of the last words i had said to you and i would have killed the bastard who killed you, so then hence it being my fault.'
I gave her a wide toothy grin, better to make the conversation light instead of arguing.

[bree fisher]

I smiled, crookedly. And then I realized that I kind of didn't have a dorm yet. Whoops. Uhh...Jake? Can I stay with you, tonight? I kind of...don't have my dorm assignment, I said, nervous and excited at the idea.

[[let's jsut pretend they have a dorm and get some good making out in, lol. haven's got a mind for some rolling around.]]

[Bella]

[[hahah]]

I looked at her and my grin spread even wider. 'Of course you can, your more then welcome.'
I eyed the shape that she was in and frowned.
'I suppose i will have to be extra carefull.'
I winked at her and kissed her on the top of the head.
We made it to the car and I opend the passanger door for her waiting for her to step inside and take off.