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Post by bree fisher on Feb 19, 2008 15:32:29 GMT -5
I laughed. Don't tell the stodgy old nurses that. I think they'd die of a heart attack, I said, smiling to think of what the clucking old nurses who could have doubled as noons would say. It would certainly be a very entertaining sight.
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Post by Bella on Feb 19, 2008 19:15:38 GMT -5
I chuckled and just shook my head. [Well if that was the real answer as to why we were so,,yeah that would be hilarious.] I pictured the nurses all in a wow.
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Post by bree fisher on Feb 19, 2008 19:28:50 GMT -5
[[ahhh! out of muse...conversation will now inevitably take a very random turn, hehe]]
Mmm... she murmured, looking out the window. She was thinking about how he'd run into the hospital that day (or was it night now? her mind couldn't tell, it was dizzy with the feel of him). She looked back it him, her heart doing its usual du-dump when she saw his face. He heard it and smiled.
She traced his hand with hers, going along the veins and down his wrist as she spoke. How scared were you, when Annabel called? Tell me the truth.
This wasn't some excuse for him to make more declarations of love to her or anything like that. This was her, wanting to know how he'd felt because she loved him. She wanted to know exactly how much she put him through. She never, ever wanted to put him through it again.
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Post by Bella on Feb 20, 2008 1:15:05 GMT -5
While she spoke and traced the veins on my hands I grabbed them and held them to my lips as i gave them a kiss and looked into her eyes. [Well I ran an easy 25 miles to get to my car in less then 5 minutes, I floored my car which is probably dead for how bad i pedaled to the metal with it, i almost killed some cops and nurses, i was pretty scared Haven, and all i could think about was the last thing that i said to you and it just, if you would have been dead haven, god i would have killed myself.] My words a whisper, i was never one to talk about my emotions but with her I found it easy to speak what i felt and not feel like a girl.
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Post by bree fisher on Feb 20, 2008 18:50:21 GMT -5
I was frozen. I think my heart would have stopped right then if he wasn't touching me. Because of that, it pounded. I wondered what it sounded like to him, this ever-constant sign that I was alive. It must be a pretty sweet sound.
I made a sound that was like a word, but I couldn't make it one. Eventually I spat it out. I wouldn't want that! Ever! I love you, and if I died, I wouldn't want you to...I don't know miss out on everything there is in the world, just because of me.
I could see his point though. I would feel the same exactly way, if I were him. God, I wouldn't be able to resist it...hadn't been able to resist it, I thought, looking at the scars on my wrists, my ankles...
God, I hoped he wasn't going to ask me what I'd do. I wouldn't be able to contradict him at all.
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Post by Bella on Feb 23, 2008 12:12:04 GMT -5
In all honesty i did want to know but it would have been to much for Haven just by her heart beat. I gave her a weak smile and ran my fingers through her silky hair. [Haven you know how it is with this bond thing with a wolf like me its for life but you have the ability to get ride of it, its proved.] My voice sounded said as i said this, thinking about Haven not being with me and with someone else just pissed me off.
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Post by bree fisher on Feb 23, 2008 17:05:52 GMT -5
I shook my head, luxuriating in the feel of his fingers in my hair. No. I'll never leave you. No matter what.
The truh rang in my words, I was with this boy through whatever happened, past death, if I could manage it.
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Post by Bella on Feb 25, 2008 18:34:38 GMT -5
I gave a smile before sighing and plopping my full body on the bed but rubbed her back to comfort her. [Well its going to suck when i stay young and you get old] I gave a smirk.
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Post by bree fisher on Feb 25, 2008 21:19:15 GMT -5
I looked at him, one eyebrow raised. His hand was warm and my back was cold, I leaned into him. Thanks. I feel so much better now. I said, my voice bitter and sarcastic.
[[my muse is visiting someone else today...blehh]]
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Post by Bella on Mar 2, 2008 16:50:58 GMT -5
I grinned at her and kissed the top of her hair. Letting out a deep sigh I stared at my room, my bed, the dog and just enjoyed life around me.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 2, 2008 17:51:21 GMT -5
i have no muse. wanna just start a new one? this one's kind of winded down.
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Post by Bella on Mar 3, 2008 22:18:54 GMT -5
good call lol
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 4, 2008 20:03:18 GMT -5
haha. umm...it'll probably have to wait until tomorrow, though. soo tired, lol
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