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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 21:01:29 GMT -5
I smiled, but only halfway. I played with his fingers. Good. Because I might be giving you another heart attack. I searched his eyes and prayed to God or Allah or whatever that he loved me more than he hated vampires. I looked down again.
Jake...how much do you love me? I looked back up at him, and my eyes were scared. Terrified, even. I could tell that my fingers were colder than ice against his abnormally warm russet skin.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 21:07:20 GMT -5
I felt the acid start to eat away at my stomach and the ice cream didn't make it much better. I grabbed her hands starred at her [haven what kind of question is that?] I felt the hair on my arms start to rise, what was it that was important enough for Haven to get nervous about and not tell me.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 21:10:22 GMT -5
I sighed. I wasn't going to answer until I knew...
I looked him straight in the eye, my eyes still afraid but this time afraid of him, of his reaction to what I was about to say. Do you love me more than you hate the vampires?
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 21:17:02 GMT -5
I let go of her hand and let my own tug at my hair, making it stick up in spikes at random spots. [Haven what kinda, Yes i do but, why?] I was trying to keep my voice steady but i wanted to know, why was she comparing my love to them, the leeches.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 21:22:36 GMT -5
I relaxed and leaned back against the chair. I slumped a little, I hated doing this to him. My sister is going to be here soon, and she wants to meet you. I told her it wasn't a good idea, especially since she's so young, but she said she could handle it. I told her it wasn't her I was worried about. I looked up at Jacob. She wants to meet you for normal, human reasons. She wants to meet the boy her little sister's fallen for. She's really not so different...and I was wondering if you could do it? If you loved me enough to do that. In any case, she's not sure if any vampires are going to want to follow her. She's going to be around me until she knows she hasn't brought anyone along with her. I exhaled in a huge gust and bit my lip. My arm throbbed uncomfortably. I swore and but my lip harder, it started to bleed again. I was always doing that around Jake.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 21:30:29 GMT -5
I dont know what i felt, numb, cold, hatred. But then i took my feelings back, this was Havens sister, sure i went against what she loved but i was never going to let anything put that between us. [Sure ill meet her under conditions though] I was pulling an edward here but i didnt care i was only going to meet her if Haven did what i asked.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 21:35:57 GMT -5
[[pulling an Edward? uh oh...]]
I looked at him suspiciously. What conditions? I asked, surely they couldn't be so bad, this was Jacob and he loved me. Why he loved me I couldn't say, but I knew it was true. I took another bite of my ice cream and waited on his answer.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 21:47:49 GMT -5
I shifted in my chair not believing what i was doing but i didn't care i wanted Haven safe. [You stay with me at all times, which means you cant leave my sight. If your sister comes with someone else let me know and possible give me there sent so i don't kill them, and after she leaves if i find anyone left over i kill them her friend or not i just don't trust them.] My nostrils flared as i thought about how are dorm room was going to smell for the next year.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 21:51:14 GMT -5
I nodded. My voice was a little strangled. Okay. I can do that. And she knows, how edgy you'd be. She's coming alone. And, if anyone does come with her, they're not welcome. That's exactly what she told me to tell you. She also said you'd get to fight some vampires if anyone else tagged along. I smiled a little bit, but I was still all kinds of nervous and all kinds of terrified. I knew Jake could take care of himself but I'd still worry. I bit my lip again.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 22:07:35 GMT -5
I felt my face go from uncertain to excitement, i got to kill? Oh this made everything 10 times better, how i hoped that there was someone dumb enough to follow her. [Oh theres one more thing, i don't think your going to like it but.] I cleared my throat and reached into my leather coat pocket. Steadily I pulled out velvet box and got down on one knee, taking her left hand. [Haven will you marry me?] OK so i was going to do it on the beach but i just couldn't wait i need haven to be mine officially forever. I opened the case revealing a Blue Topaz stone and diamonds surrounding them. [It was my moms wedding ring, dad said i should take it, said i would be needing it more then he did when i couldn't shut up about you all summer.]
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 22:18:30 GMT -5
I gaped. I hadn't seen this coming at all. I couldn't say anything for a long time, just stared at him. Oh, my God. Jake. This really means that much to you? I could see the shine in his eyes and it was making my heart pound and the breath leave my lungs awfully fast. I really wasn't big on the idea of getting married. I mean...I just needed his answer.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 22:23:51 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes. [Well yeah, should it not? If you don't want to get married i can understand but take it as a promise ring then from me.] I cleared my throat, my palms were getting sweaty and my heart was pounding furiously.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 22:32:14 GMT -5
I grimaced a little bit at my stupid question. But I smiled, a little shakily. Alright, Jake. Yes. I'll marry you. I didn't really like the idea, but I'd do it for him. And if we were going to be together forever...well, we were going to have to eventually.
I didn't mind being married to Jake--it's not like anything would change. I just didn't want to do all the bride stuff--like plan a wedding. I prayed we could just go to Vegas. I sighed. Jacob would notice that I was conflicted about this.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 22:47:08 GMT -5
I guess i wasnt suprised that she was reluctant. [Haven if you dont want to do this, we can wait.] I licked at my lips still nervous, but i gave her a reasuring smile. I looked over my shoulder and saw they were getting ready to close. [Lets talk about this in the car?] I threw away my dripping cone and held out my hand once she took it i slipped the ring on her left hand, even if she didnt want this i wanted her to wear it.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 22:53:08 GMT -5
I nodded. When we were sitting in the car I let it all out. Jake, I swear it's not that I don't want to marry you, or anything like that. I'm not planning on skipping out on you or anything like that. I just...I'm not that kind of girl. I haven't ever wanted to plan a wedding and go through the whole affair with lots of people. I've never like parading our relationship around, you know that. But if we went to Vegas tonight and got married, I would be happy. It would be everything I ever wanted, to be married to you, really.
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 23:02:21 GMT -5
I leaned back in my seat and looked over to her, biting my bottom lip. I had to laugh, it wasn't the right time but i did. [God i think we just did a perfect enactment of Edward and Bella when he proposed] I cant believe i just compared myself to him but it was true. [Haven Veges is an 8 hour drive are you sure, we can wait, maybe i just rushed things.] I was getting nervous again. The purr of the Dayton Charger sounded as I revved up its engines and then looked at her.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 21, 2008 23:08:48 GMT -5
I rubbed my face and smiled. I'll have to take it from you, but that's what Blysse (her sister) did when Derian proposed to her. Maybe it's a rule, when mythical creatures propose to mortal girls. She didn't mention that Bella and Blysse would be with their loves for the real forever, because they would never die. She would never, ever say how much it bothered her that Jacob didn't age.
At his other question she looked at him, her gaze suddenly serious. She knew how he would react to what she was about to do and she didn't care. This was what she wanted, he needed to understand that. You didn't rush things. This is what I want...if it's what you want. In one second we just looked at each other. Then I jumped onto his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him, one of those kisses I didn't give so often. I nearly laughed as his entire body tensed up--the poor boy had too many hormones in his system. Well, he could certainly use them on me. ;D
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Post by Bella on Mar 21, 2008 23:21:00 GMT -5
I smiled lightly as i looked forward and then over to her. In complete shock i grabbed Haven when she jumped and moved the seat back so there was some room. Her kisses made my muscle arms shake as i let my hands slid to her hips.
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Post by bree fisher on Mar 22, 2008 10:13:59 GMT -5
My arm didn't hurt anymore, I had other things to focus on anyways. I got his shirt off easily, melding my lips with his again. He snatched my breath away from me, my heart was pounding and my brain as giddily delirious. I got to be on top this time! Yippee!!
[[sorry no muse, haha]]
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Post by Bella on Mar 22, 2008 13:31:01 GMT -5
I had to laugh at her excited ways as i watched her, like a child devour a piece of candy. [Haven by all means you know i don't want to stop you, but i can barely fit in this car let alone...well you know] I gave her an innocent forgive me please smile. [But hold that feeling of yours because were going to the lake.]
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